wait, they don't love you like I love you

This black vest has been my favorite piece of clothing for a while now, I got it from UFF for 6 euros!! I really need to finish my wardrobe clearing that I have started but it's so complicated because just yesterday I got a cool african-inspired print skirt and light green coloured jeans shorts from my friends household that were going to a fleamarket...alright alright, mainly I've been reading Hipster Runoff instead of doing anything useful.

Picture by Sanna, thank you!

Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head

Another old picture, and I've only half-taken it if my memory doesn't fail. I just want to post it because lately I have fallen in love with everything around me and I do blame the weather that has gone warmer and warmer and I hope its sweet promises are not all false because my head is filled with nothing else. They made me get a hot pink blazer..listen to pop-punk...persuaded me everything will roll smoothly...I really don't want to think about the...what has been on the news. I really want to get that H&M necklace in gold too, please don't judge. Life is all about the small things, I just want every day to be good and I want everyone to love and respect themselves and the people around. They all probably do and I'm just stressing over nothing as usual, stressing that this heatwave isn't going to be all I need it to be etc.

You know things are good when the only thing breaking apart is your heart-shaped soap.

I love this moment right here like a fat kid loves cake, like a goth kid loves trent, like an indie kid loves synthesizers and handclaps. Like breakfast. Nothing's really up for the summer but who cares when I've catched this feeling? Nothing's written in stone, where you can always find me, we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends..

cause when I talk to you on the phone, well it's just like being alone

I took a photograph, since the best things in life just become memories and pass and for a while I even forgot that I had shot this. I guess I have forgotten so many things along the way, lost them in every paillette that has fallen off my jacket and in every word I've found in books I'm trying to read to make my time seem worthwhile. I know, right? But whatever, my time passes just as well in this college tank with Miami Beach, Florida text splashed on it. I didn't intentionally want my moments in life to be such... thought-out accidents. It's just that I really don't have time for anything better. I lost it all in space.

If I see a light flashing, could this mean that I'm coming home?

Necklace, H&M. Yeah... I should be doing things right at this moment, shooting with 8mm, shooting b&w, but I'm deadly tired because of the weekend. Can you stay up for the weekend and blame god for looking too old... A cup of herbal tea, that's precisely what I need. An all-black outfit and some cool scarf and hat to got with that 8mm cam, not bad, not bad at all. Oh dear.

Photo by Sanna

Girl you've got a million different faces, so why'd you put on that disguise?

I was going to write a post about how much I like spiders but yeah, well, I saw a Helmut Lang tank with spiders in the window of Gaudete when I was walking to Antti Asplund's shop and there I tried on this skirt and the other day I was at a design museum in hat exhibition and there was a hat in shape of a spider. Zebras, snakes you've got nothing on this. Though I like a band named Zebra and Snake. Haha. And I always walk at the side of the street where Gaudete is.

Anyways...LAST NIGHT WAS GREAT. Best in a cold while, must be the spring... we were all at Nolla, FAG YOU! Kasino A4 party, the new issue is out and it's fly and blue and I die. Damn I liked last night so much, I can't get over it. I was even wearing hot swedish fashion blogger outfit...nike racer top (I know), the necklace from H&M everyone has, PINK skirt also from H&M! What next? Alright, today I'm leaving to exotic woods and I think my holiday outfit is black bandage minidress and high heels. I only need a bottle of Stoli to finish it off. Don't worry, I'm only half joking. Have a great weekend!

Picture by Sirpa Lehto

CONTROL YOURSELF, TAKE ONLY WHAT YOU NEED FROM IT

Soda and cake and missed bus and pictionary and a cat laser and a friend turning 21 is all you need for a fun Tuesday night. I also like Wednesdays though, this Wednesday DINOSAURUXIA are playing in Nolla with Antti Asplund featuring in Mind The Gap plus Lauri DJing the night away and and and then on the weekend we are traveling to exotic Finnish woods for a festival performance!!!

What are economics, stock exchange and social politics? Not for me honey, not for me!

Wearing second hand (I mean, look at that leather jacket. It has faux-fur sleeves!!), old tights, rings from mom and Antti Asplund SS09 cross. I'm totally into cocktail rings! I also have a matching pair of earrings somewhere to go with that violet awesomeness. Clip-on style. I mean, I mean, I mean...I found a book yesterday, from my bookself obviously, Vice DOs and DON'Ts and cycling shorts and round sunglasses and awfully lot of trendy items were in the DON'T section, I found it funny. And then I read Time magazine.

there's a meat market down the street, the boys and the girls watch each other eat when they really just wanna watch each other sleep

Actually there is this bar named We Got Beef in the other way I'm going in this street, and I love that place because on weekends it's crowded with graphic designers and you know, creative people, among them male who first go you have cool glasses, then take your glasses off and say and also a photogenic face and after a while they also mention they work closely with clothes but never did research on bra sizes and ask what's yours. Love it!

Photos by Sirpa Lehto

I don’t know what I’m doing still here, they must have done such a very very good job...

Yeah and the years pass and your dresses pass and you click on and on and that's your life. And I want to thank all of my friends because I was on a bus the other day and the snow had melted and it was like it never even was there, like the long winter I was once so scared of never happened. The only thing I remember is you and I haven't even been thinking of you particularly that much. I've been thinking of what to write about you so I can remember. See, I've decided that I'm going to write a book and name it Dear life, fuck you. The first chapter is Fuck economic crunch, lets get shitfaced. It's about you.


I took these when Lauri and Antti Asplund were DJing at Rose Garden, moments, moments..