Every Day Is Exactly The Same

This is going to be a beautiful day. I get money and I'm able to buy coursebooks, pay course fees and I also have to admit, I'm little bit in debt to a friend. I'm going to buy French Vogue, 032c, Crash, A Magazine, do a round in my favorite charity if I have time and pick up the Zara's Balmain inspired suede ankle boots (I'm almost sure you can spot them in the Fall campaign) I reserved...wait. Justifications. I've been eyeing them for three weeks. I really want them, you see. There is a little problem though...why? Who am I kidding, I probably won't get a lot of use out of them. My school days follow the 8.20-16.15 routine. I've got nice courses, yes, but a lot of them. How am I ever going to take nice artsy colour pictures and then develop them in 10 cms? No way. It's also really rainy these days. They cost 90 euros which actually is a huge amount if you put it into context - with 90 euros you can resole, recolour and repair a fair amount of your old pairs. But in the end I am going to get the Zara booties - I want to be totally rebellious once in a while. Last time I bought something new wasn't long ago but the item, grey cashmere jumper, is totally boring and safe?! I can choose to believe the world these booties get me into, because I'm not buying them but rather the image of me looking even a bit like Alt, Traina or Sasha in this picture, everyone I adore. Being part of their, that amazing wear-a-sack-with-high-heels-and-it's-cool world. With only these little booties. Amazing, isn't it?

All of these bought identities...I could be building anything.

Image from zara.com